it's officially my birthday? not really on the dot, cause i was born in the evening :D such details...i fuss over details alot sometimes..
here, i'd like to thank the friends who have made my life brighter :D and my family, who have been around since i was born. and my teachers who have taught me. words cannot fully express my feelings :] (even though in lit, it's supposed to be able to do so...guess i'm not fluent enough then..haha.)
i'm not really the mushy kind, so i'll just leave it at that. i get goosebumps when people go all mushymushy on me. i mean, there is a time of this kind of thing, but i'm not usually in it. haha.
actually, my birthday was celebrated, last week sunday. my parents got a tiramisu cake, which my mom proclaimed it to be the most expensive cake she has ever bought. ....it was either dad or mom who said that, can't really remember. oh well. so i'm not really expecting a present this year.
wishes for my birthday:
- hope there will be a better future for the earth, world peace, and happiness and more for the kids who do not have what i have
- draw more often.
- be more dicisplined.
- to be able to design better, and score better. hand in on time. =_= win an award of sorts?
- learn more stuff, be a little more specialised and professional? be resognised?
half the stuff here won't come true, so haaa~....if not, why are they called hopes and wishes?
so that's about it for the birthday posts i guess..there will be continuation, with, hopefully, some photos. if i can figure out how to post photos in blogger.com. haha
btw, thank you to all those who have wished me :D again. haha!
Friday, September 18, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
First Post
this is sort of an intro. to this blog, and myself, i guess.
i'd like to state here that this will be sort of an journal for me, but i'm not a veeery consistant updater, but i will try to keep updating constantly. it will more like 'thought-of-the-day' or what i'm feeling on that day, or perhaps some reflections i realised.
SO i'd really like to say that any blasphemy, insult, or comments that i make MAY have been in the heat of things, or while i'm super passionate and not reeeeally thinking straight...so yeah, don't blame me too much. basically, i want this to be a record of what i feel when i was 18. so yeah... (hey, seems like MLP classes helped! haha! :D)
soo, a little intro:
i'm starting this blog/diary 2 days before my birthday. :D haha. i'm about 1.6m [so wishing i was taller], and the last i weighed was 37.5kg i think. i'm pretty ugly (oxymoron? +_+), i admit. i detest myself. but i can't stand people staring at me like i'm a road attraction. i think i'm full of contradictions and am very indicisive. i can want something, but don't want it at the same time. it's confusing, i know, but hey, i like to be confusing. :D
the course i'm taking right now is the Dip. in Creative Media Design in Singapore Polytechnic, which by the way, i think, does NOT need to be changed. the alma maters for me is Keng Seng Pri [pulled into Gan Eng Seng later], Beigjing International School of Singapore, Queenstown Primary, and Queenstown Sec. Innova JC, not very sure whether to add, cause i've only stayed there for about 2-3 months.
some things i treasure most are family, friends/friendships, books, and drawing. some things i really 'rather-not-get-that-close-to' are condesending people, people whoe waste talent, big beady eyed insects and parsley. *shudder*
things i'm interested in are photography, beading, reading, drawing, crafting, and maybe sewing. i'm not stating that these are my strengths, cause at this point in time, i don't really believe that i have any. i say that they are interests, not strengths. i am a firm believer that hard work is most important, but right now, i don't know if that hard work can win talent or not. i'll say it out straight - i believe i do NOT have talent. try as i might, i don't have it. yes, i am a perfectionist, but talent is something i do not have. i envy those who have one, but really detest people who waste it. (then i'll go 'but its their life, who are YOU trying to judge people??'hat
that's it for my first post, i think...i'll add more stuff when i feel like it, or when i remember it. i swear, my RAM is totally getting smaller by the day...
PS. i'm blunt. like really blunt at times. so when i say something that wasn't 'in-the-moment', i mean it.
i'd like to state here that this will be sort of an journal for me, but i'm not a veeery consistant updater, but i will try to keep updating constantly. it will more like 'thought-of-the-day' or what i'm feeling on that day, or perhaps some reflections i realised.
SO i'd really like to say that any blasphemy, insult, or comments that i make MAY have been in the heat of things, or while i'm super passionate and not reeeeally thinking straight...so yeah, don't blame me too much. basically, i want this to be a record of what i feel when i was 18. so yeah... (hey, seems like MLP classes helped! haha! :D)
soo, a little intro:
i'm starting this blog/diary 2 days before my birthday. :D haha. i'm about 1.6m [so wishing i was taller], and the last i weighed was 37.5kg i think. i'm pretty ugly (oxymoron? +_+), i admit. i detest myself. but i can't stand people staring at me like i'm a road attraction. i think i'm full of contradictions and am very indicisive. i can want something, but don't want it at the same time. it's confusing, i know, but hey, i like to be confusing. :D
the course i'm taking right now is the Dip. in Creative Media Design in Singapore Polytechnic, which by the way, i think, does NOT need to be changed. the alma maters for me is Keng Seng Pri [pulled into Gan Eng Seng later], Beigjing International School of Singapore, Queenstown Primary, and Queenstown Sec. Innova JC, not very sure whether to add, cause i've only stayed there for about 2-3 months.
some things i treasure most are family, friends/friendships, books, and drawing. some things i really 'rather-not-get-that-close-to' are condesending people, people whoe waste talent, big beady eyed insects and parsley. *shudder*
things i'm interested in are photography, beading, reading, drawing, crafting, and maybe sewing. i'm not stating that these are my strengths, cause at this point in time, i don't really believe that i have any. i say that they are interests, not strengths. i am a firm believer that hard work is most important, but right now, i don't know if that hard work can win talent or not. i'll say it out straight - i believe i do NOT have talent. try as i might, i don't have it. yes, i am a perfectionist, but talent is something i do not have. i envy those who have one, but really detest people who waste it. (then i'll go 'but its their life, who are YOU trying to judge people??'hat
that's it for my first post, i think...i'll add more stuff when i feel like it, or when i remember it. i swear, my RAM is totally getting smaller by the day...
PS. i'm blunt. like really blunt at times. so when i say something that wasn't 'in-the-moment', i mean it.
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